you're stronger than you think
I think it's like we underestimate ourselves. We don't think we can ever pull it off. The cliff always feels too high to jump off. But the fact is, no one ever holds your hand and you never jump off a cliff hand in hand. That doesn't mean you can't do it yourself. You're not scared of heights. You're just scared of the fact what would happen if you really did jump on your own.
We're afraid to face the truth. We're afraid to know that people might have just left, even if our heart tells us, they're still there, you know, somewhere there is a tiny voice in your head that says they're not there. We're just too afraid to face the present thinking about the future. But you know what?
The fact about today is, there's just one. You can't do anything about it, but live in it now. Make the most of it. Let go off all that might worry you about what might happen tomorrow. Fall in love with today. Because trust me, I've spent a whole long life worrying about my tomorrow. But the thing about tomorrow is, it'll be a today in some time. So if you take a step at a time, you'll reach the next floor quicker.
Live it guys. Live it. Live for yourself. Don't, STOP caring about anyone else. Even the best of people never remain loyal. Things fade away. Trust fades, skills fade, love fades, it's one goddamn life. Trust me, make the most of it. Cause 80 years down the line, when you're a second away from dying you'll think of the days you could have bought that sweater, went on the Europe trip, the day when you could have told her you loved her, the day you could have proved yourself. The day you didn't care about this day. And then maybe, that day would have been happier, and maybe then today, you won't have so much to regret.
I might have diverted from the topic, so yeah. We're stronger than we think we are. YES! OBVIOUSLY WE'RE STRONGER THAN WE THINK WE ARE! I'm actually in a brain dead situation to justify my statement. But FOLKS, trust me on this one. WE ARE STRONGER THAN WE THINK. We heal. We fall and cry and fall again and cry more and we have cuts, physical and mental ones. We dress all red and all black to show we're moving on, but don't worry I know we know we aren't moving on. We're still shit stuck with everything. We're still stuck with the past, we're still stuck with the things we got used to. But trust me, it'll be okay. You'll feel lost the first few days you're trying to adapt to something new. But then eventually, you'll find not looking into your own eyes through the mirror not so hard, you'll find that those songs won't mean as much as they did. You'll find yourself on the same road, just less affected by the weather. You'll find yourself alive. Yet so dead. And that second, when your humanity's off and you feel like you can't anymore, and you'll feel like you've lost too much, and you'll feel like you JUST can't bear with anymore lies and empty words. That's when I want you to force your mind to ring this line in your head- "You are stronger than you think you are"
And one day you'll realise, that you spoilt months for something or someone, just expecting. Just waiting for that one day when you'll wake up and find something warm to hug you. Those days never come, there's nothing like a 'happy tomorrow', no one ever stays. You wake up next to void. Everyone just leaves. And that's why. Shut it off. Shut off the 'caring' element of your life. Numb yourself. Force yourself to stop feeling how you feel. And when you can't, don't stop. Because girl, if you care today, then you'll end up nowhere. If you care now, then you'll actually ruin yourself. Stop caring. Stop caring, stop loving, stop feeling and live in the now, don't save the candy for later, because before you know it, the sweet will become bitter.
*Sorry if that was too long and vague. Honestly, it was just a vent out*
We're afraid to face the truth. We're afraid to know that people might have just left, even if our heart tells us, they're still there, you know, somewhere there is a tiny voice in your head that says they're not there. We're just too afraid to face the present thinking about the future. But you know what?
The fact about today is, there's just one. You can't do anything about it, but live in it now. Make the most of it. Let go off all that might worry you about what might happen tomorrow. Fall in love with today. Because trust me, I've spent a whole long life worrying about my tomorrow. But the thing about tomorrow is, it'll be a today in some time. So if you take a step at a time, you'll reach the next floor quicker.
Live it guys. Live it. Live for yourself. Don't, STOP caring about anyone else. Even the best of people never remain loyal. Things fade away. Trust fades, skills fade, love fades, it's one goddamn life. Trust me, make the most of it. Cause 80 years down the line, when you're a second away from dying you'll think of the days you could have bought that sweater, went on the Europe trip, the day when you could have told her you loved her, the day you could have proved yourself. The day you didn't care about this day. And then maybe, that day would have been happier, and maybe then today, you won't have so much to regret.
I might have diverted from the topic, so yeah. We're stronger than we think we are. YES! OBVIOUSLY WE'RE STRONGER THAN WE THINK WE ARE! I'm actually in a brain dead situation to justify my statement. But FOLKS, trust me on this one. WE ARE STRONGER THAN WE THINK. We heal. We fall and cry and fall again and cry more and we have cuts, physical and mental ones. We dress all red and all black to show we're moving on, but don't worry I know we know we aren't moving on. We're still shit stuck with everything. We're still stuck with the past, we're still stuck with the things we got used to. But trust me, it'll be okay. You'll feel lost the first few days you're trying to adapt to something new. But then eventually, you'll find not looking into your own eyes through the mirror not so hard, you'll find that those songs won't mean as much as they did. You'll find yourself on the same road, just less affected by the weather. You'll find yourself alive. Yet so dead. And that second, when your humanity's off and you feel like you can't anymore, and you'll feel like you've lost too much, and you'll feel like you JUST can't bear with anymore lies and empty words. That's when I want you to force your mind to ring this line in your head- "You are stronger than you think you are"
And one day you'll realise, that you spoilt months for something or someone, just expecting. Just waiting for that one day when you'll wake up and find something warm to hug you. Those days never come, there's nothing like a 'happy tomorrow', no one ever stays. You wake up next to void. Everyone just leaves. And that's why. Shut it off. Shut off the 'caring' element of your life. Numb yourself. Force yourself to stop feeling how you feel. And when you can't, don't stop. Because girl, if you care today, then you'll end up nowhere. If you care now, then you'll actually ruin yourself. Stop caring. Stop caring, stop loving, stop feeling and live in the now, don't save the candy for later, because before you know it, the sweet will become bitter.
*Sorry if that was too long and vague. Honestly, it was just a vent out*
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