Metaphors are just hypocrisy in disguise

And then there are nights when you want to give up. Nights when you're tired of crying and waiting and telling yourself that things will be better and that things can be better. Maybe because your subconscious mind is so utterly exhausted to bring out that tiny element of optimism in you when you need it the most.

Those are the nights when you lie down with a sad playlist and a perplexed attitude, hoping your own oblivion swallows you inevitably. Those are the nights when you feel only pain, and only sadness. Your plasma is concentrated in pain, and your mind doesn't function right. Those are probably the nights one gets very rare in his life. For those are the nights when you don't look for a solution, a way to run away from it. But just face it and get over with.

Personally, honestly, hypothetically, those nights are hard. We're human. We breathe the same oxygen, our bodies function the same, just different mindsets, different views, and different things hard to give up. But we're still human. And those nights when you're tired you look for those quotes and you want to reach out to people and say you need help, and say that my story doesn't literally mean I want to be left alone. Help me. Because I'm human. Because I need you.

And then there are nights when you have to take these battles alone, be your own defence and shoot your own arrow. And sometimes, fight your own army. I don't meant to say it's wrong. But yeah I did mention about hypocrisy. It's all very easy said. It's even easier when you tell a person you're there. But it's hard to save them from the fire you possibly lit for them. I think, we all go through this atleast once in our life. Sooner or later, you're exposed to things you wish you'd never come across. For some it can be love as the fire, for some it can be betrayal. But the point is, when you come across such times, don't give up on yourself.

For it's not one battle you have to take all alone. It's all of them. No one stands by you to get you out of the fire. Those are just Snapchat filters, which make everything look better when on the outside, you're the one with the smudges mascara and the messed up life. Don't wait. For anyone to come save you. Those are only good in movies. Because it's the sword you have to pick alone, the sword you have to stab in your own heart alone. The sword of loneliness, the sword of sadness. And you'll learn to heal from it.

So believe in what people say. But don't fall for the way they say it. Because metaphors are just hypocrisy in disguise. For love is just pain in disguise. For most of the nights are just battles in disguise. And you? You're the warrior. This time don't be in disguise.

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